Woooow.

So much awesome stuff has been happening to me(: i just feel super blessed and almost not worthy to be chosen to do all this stuff.... either way im so happy right now(:

Go Dad(:

Go Deseret News(:

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Holy Crap.

I am now one of the photographers at football games... (:
and guess what...
last night was a game.
at this game was a man who works for Deseret News....
and guess what?
he wanted my pictures for an article(:
so yes my photos are on the internet for reals(:
im still freaking out(:

http://www.deseretnews.com/article/705389489/Cottonwood-reigns-on-Westlakes-thunder.html

my personal favorites:

shmoooooo....

last two days have been amazing. beach and food, food and beach, and gettin tannnnn(: its been pretty amazing. i would live on a beach for real. i want to learn to surf and boogy board. i might try it tomorrow(: yesterday we sat at seal beach for the day. we happended to find a real life god.... we call him ryan (dont know his real name)

 yes i am fully aware he is beautiful. oh and up close almost made me pass out.

and then went to aculpulco for dinner. the outside where you sit at eat was right on the docks in the marina where the boats were. it was beautiful!

 then we saw cowboys and aliens.... such a good movie(: but i will never complain about movie costs in utah.... 11 bucks a ticket!!! ridiculous. but awesome movie none the less(: we just got into san diego today... we ate at the deck which was seriously on the shore of laguna beach. another amazing sight...

after that we just sat and tanned on the beach right below. after this beautiful day at the beach we got to our hotel, showered, and then (because of our amazing pal brandon) we had free tickets to Sea World!!!(: it was way cool(: we saw the infamous Shamu (i call him shmooo, it sounds funnier) (:

 (the sesame street section of sea world was his favorite...(: )

(biggest fish i have ever set my eyes on....)

good last two days i must say(:

The Devil's Armpit.

Today we (meaning my mother, kilee, storm, and I) left at 4 in the morning to get our rental car and make our way to the great state of california...(:
we also had to pick up Tamara from The Middle of Nowhere, Utah.
and so then our journey started....

we stopped for some breakfast.... and a photo opportunity......

The Cheveron Beaver Giant Rocking Chair!!
it was awesome(:

And then as we went on we tried to sleep (failed)
well kilee and storm got some sleep but i had none
we had some interesting stops on the way though.....
Barstow was one of these beautiful stops. we more like the devils  armpit.
it kindof reminded me of like china town or something.
this small rest stop seemed to be able to fit a icecream shop, a mcdonalds, a panda express, a deli, and like 4 different souvenir  shops
it was ridiculous. if you are claustrophobic, steer clear.
it also smelled like beer and Chinese food
and it also had a little gypsy dude scary machine called zoltar.
it kept looking right at me.
freaking messed up.

any way we finally arrived in long beach at like seven ish.
all cozy in our hotel with mothers and daughters sharing beds and storm sleeping on the floor.
at the very moment he is hiding  under kilee's covers. he is so skinny you really cant even tell its awesome(:

 Palm Trees

Oooooh, Aaaaaaah 

 Kilee and her obsession

 Kilee at five in the morning

Us loving our buick rental car(:

i will have more to share later but ya'll have a good night(:

100th post, 12th man.

This is my... One Hundredth Post! (insert cool movie guy voice)

wow so much to say on this one today(: well not really it just feels that way(:
Last night felt like an eighties movie to say the least...
I was sitting at home when my good friend Sugar Daddy texted me to ask if i wanted to hang out
this is the sugar daddy that i have a crush on(:
so I picked him up and we went and got some ice-cream at the oh so simple ice-cream shop
we were there for like an hour, eating our ice-cream, talking, and arguing about who would win in a fight, superman or the green lantern
super man duhhh...
but we were having a grand ole time.
after wards we didn't really know what to do so we went to mo to mountain to just hang out
(sunset and everything, just perfect)
we sat on yonder peeing rock and talked some more
i swear me and that kid never run out of things to talk about!
anyway at some point he started tickling me
and because of the fact i was super ticklish i almost like fell off the mountain
but then i remembered the very fact that he is also VERY ticklish.
so at this point it was just a huge tickling war
a bit cheesy i know
and oh my gosh
if you tickle this kid enough he makes this loud like ban chi noise!
funniest thing i have ever heard(:
anyway i swear we were going to have a movie moment and he was going to just smack one on me .
but alas it did not happen
we headed down the mountain and got in my car
we then sat there and argued some more about who would win in the fight between superman and the green lantern.
we decided to end it with a game of rock paper scissors
stupid i know
but it just happened haha
lets just say he won the game and while celebrating his triumph...
he kissed me(:

pretty great story huh?
i thought it was pretty awesome(:

with butter flies and defeat
Tay ✌

Flash Floods of Pain.

So yesterday i went on a date with a boy. we will call this boy weirdy beardy. or WB. anyways. we hadnt hung out or even talked much since a certain event occurance last fall. I thought this would be a great time to catch up and maybe become better friends like i had been wanting for a long time. well we did go on this date, we went and saw kung fu panda, split a banana split, and went up to "makout out point" to talk. no makeout i promise haha. but he talked about his life problems for a while and i listened. he got choked up about his brother on his mission. which was really cool. we talked about testimony stuff and about the church. it was a really nice talk. but then he talked about us and some things that he should have told me a long time ago. I wont go into much detail but lets just say it was really hard to hear.  and since this same kinda thing has happened to me before with other guys, it hurt alot more. I mean i try to see the best in people (especially boys i have feelings for) and i try to push aside the things wrong or the things that need to be fixed. I want people to be as good as i see them. but of coarse they never are. WB just told me pretty much i was a rebound and how terrible he felt about it. he wished he picked a better timing for all of it. it was horrible timing and if we had dating, for example, right now, all of the fighting and hate would have not happened. ( or at least 100 times less). I really hurt to hear. I was bawling like a new born baby. but after all of it.... i forgive him. I mean i cant do anything about it now, its done, and you know what? i dont regret it. I cared about WB and still do.

times like these really make you think.... what is everyone else thinking right now? are they faithful, are they real friends, or do they just pretend. either way, why freak about it. there is absolutley nothing you can do but see the best in them and hope.... hope its the real thing.

With immense gratitude and accommodation,

Tay ✌

Speed of Love.

Day 9: A silly picture of you/ you & your friends

{at the flogging molly concert thursday.... our faces are hilarious/the best....such a great night with my best friends[: }

28 day....because 2 of them were dumb(:

Day 1: Write about your best friend


Morgan Samantha Allred(:
She is my very best friend and has been since....birth haha. the pictures of us together when we were little are so awesome i need to scan them one day(: anyway she is the coolest craziest person I have ever known. She KNOWS how to have a killer time and how to never get in trouble for doing so. I can tell her everything. She always listens and when we laughs about my "problems" then i know they are dumb and i shouldn't worry about them. Our four-in-the-morning talks are the bomb. We could laugh till our stomachs burst. She is so gullible and easy to tease. and when you tease her she is really good at punching you REALLY hard. She is so pretty and is always wearing the coolest clothes. Honestly sometimes our friendship is the one thing that keeps me from being jealous. she is so funny and she could do anything she wanted to. she is a rare friend to find and im so glad she is mine. I am going to miss her like crazy when she leaves this summer for college.... growing apart from her scares me to death. I hope that we stay best friends even when we are 93 years old and wear adult diapers hahaha(: I love her so much. and now i will show you my very favorite pictures us. they make me smile(:

Awkward Love Songs.

This Spring Break has been delightful! (: i have spent every single day with storm and mckay. haha but that isnt a complaint(: we have had a blast. Made three video's (im still editing one more), had a skewer fight,  eaten alot of leftovers and Satan wings, Hacked facebooks, went swimming, and went up to Salt Lake. isnt that what spring break is supposed to be? (dont answer) YES(: it is. and today was the last real day of spring break which makes me really sad.... but we only have like a month and a half left of school so i think i can pull through... then its summer and my senior year is still practically a break. and then we all grow up... blah blah blah.... i dont want highschool to be over. we were talking about the senior video for next year and all the sad songs we are going to put in it and all this other stuff.... I'm gonna bawl without a doubt. but untill then i will have to compose myself haha(: Well i hope you all have had a wonderful time during this spring break. I bid you, Adieu.