falling down stairs.

Hell week is over. homecoming was hell. I don't even think hell describes it. but for lack of a better word it was hell. anyway it was just a crazy. im just happy by best bud Katana slept over and made crepes with me because i didn't have a day date. Kaden's gma died last week and the funeral was on homecoming day but we had no control over it so i just spent the day with Katana. so we slept in, made crepes, ate chickfala and after i went and took homecoming pictures for another group. they turned out just like i wanted! i love em(:

Anyway the dance with Kaden was awesome(: he is so freaking cute and awesome(: afterwards we went to betos with katana, her brother, eileen, and nate. we dicovered that betos is haunted by a Whore names Chatta (like the drink?) haha(: its was just a great night(:

Im also starting to really used my new canon film camera and taking a step up my photography. im trying to enter more competitions and work on quality. its fun(: and Katana is my model for like anything when i need her which is rad(:

Oh my goodness. I Officially have a legit senior trip. My good friend caden welsh has invited to me to go on an educational tour with him for lehi.... We are going to Italy and Greece!!!! Holy crap I can't believe it's happening. I'm just freaking out(: ahhhh...

Thats about it kids. too many thing happened over the last couple of week so a cant remember most of it.
have a good day children(:

The Devil's Armpit.

Today we (meaning my mother, kilee, storm, and I) left at 4 in the morning to get our rental car and make our way to the great state of california...(:
we also had to pick up Tamara from The Middle of Nowhere, Utah.
and so then our journey started....

we stopped for some breakfast.... and a photo opportunity......

The Cheveron Beaver Giant Rocking Chair!!
it was awesome(:

And then as we went on we tried to sleep (failed)
well kilee and storm got some sleep but i had none
we had some interesting stops on the way though.....
Barstow was one of these beautiful stops. we more like the devils  armpit.
it kindof reminded me of like china town or something.
this small rest stop seemed to be able to fit a icecream shop, a mcdonalds, a panda express, a deli, and like 4 different souvenir  shops
it was ridiculous. if you are claustrophobic, steer clear.
it also smelled like beer and Chinese food
and it also had a little gypsy dude scary machine called zoltar.
it kept looking right at me.
freaking messed up.

any way we finally arrived in long beach at like seven ish.
all cozy in our hotel with mothers and daughters sharing beds and storm sleeping on the floor.
at the very moment he is hiding  under kilee's covers. he is so skinny you really cant even tell its awesome(:

 Palm Trees

Oooooh, Aaaaaaah 

 Kilee and her obsession

 Kilee at five in the morning

Us loving our buick rental car(:

i will have more to share later but ya'll have a good night(:

12 GB...

So.
Just had my first professional photo op this weekend(: and honesty I freakin loved it. I really think I found my calling in life. I feel so happy when im capturing some one's happy face. I live to click that shutter button(: here is how they turned out:

{more at http://www.facebook.com/pages/TEJ-Photography/158039527588825 (: }


On a different note....
I really am so so happy the year is alomst over.... one more real day left....to bad its the hardest day yet:p
but after that i go to the stomp, get my yearbook. and thenn....year book day! I really love this day
I love getting little messages in my yearbook...
Its so exciting! :D

on a different different note....
boys suck. I talked with my dear cousin morgan about this last night (with freaking storm in the room what the heck?) we spoke about or boy stories and i explained to he that at this point I find it so freaking hard to trust guys anymore. like in the back of my head a little man with a microphone is telling me all guys are douch bags and will hurt me eventually no matter what. and honestly i believe this little man. I feel like a cant open up to any guys anymore. (except storm and mckay... bFF's duhh) i dont know. it sucks but i feel like im just in this ditch. i mean sure i still like some guys but i always tell myself that its pointless and hopeless. i dont mean to be morbid ladies and gentlemen...im far from a morbid person. its like hard to explain i guess.... ask me about later.

anywho i hope you all had a great sabbath day(: I know i did(:

"Would you like to help her relieve her stress??"

New Blog. felt like some vintage summer myself. i like it(:

I wanted to be more colorful than usual. 

and I love vintage pattern and photography.

anywho.

life has been very stressful, jealousful, and delightful.

all that the same time.

and the jeaousful thing is a bit complicated but no need to fret.

I got this(:

Summer is seriously right around the corner(:

but so are all my finals so im not sure how great it is really...

i got a C- on my effing pre calc test. 

felt like throwing up really.

i cant get a C in that class.

that doesnt fly with me:p

I have decided that i really hate that there is no one to date right now. 

all possible candidates are either:

-not interested

-not available

-graduating

-are yet to be determined

Caden Cook is not helping at all. 

one:he is trying to hook me up with all these random people

two:he the one that i think is super attractive and i would rather make out with him than any of his suggestions.

three:he made things weird with pablo i think...

four:he is one of the "not available" guys. and he is way cute. 

sucks.

I just want someone to hold hands with at the carnival,

to cuddle in movies with,

to possibley makout with.

not in like a horn-dog kinda way just like for fun

i mean who wouldnt want that, just to make them happy

i am not the only one,, trust me(;

I will also share with you my bucket list::

{not all of them,, the list is still coming along}

- kilee's grandparents camp out

- eat at least one snow cone a week

- go to cali with mel, katie, eileen, and kilee

- have a tent date

- make out with one guy

- go on the ferris wheel with a guy (even if i dont like them like that)

- have a big party

- toilet paper and least five houses

- have a deep conversation with a specific few 

- pull an all nighter

- get tann (well tanner then this)

- buy some more toms

- wear more dresses
- take so many pictures it will overflow out the back of the camera
- do a bunch of senior shoots!
- go to alot of concerts
- grow out my hair/ get longer extentions
- come on eileen video
- cowboy movie making

that all so far.... (: its growing kids, dont you fret(:

anyway i need to go do chores.

wish me luck with the rest of this stressful seven days. 

thats right, seven days left,

yahoooooooo!!!

*yahoo.com theme song*

have a good tuesday children(:

dont do drugs,

take showers so you dont reak,

take your vitamins,

and wear clean underwear(:

{tej photography}

April Showers...

4. Is anyone’s birthday this month?


MINE (: is tomorrow(: im really excited to possibly get a new camera and have cake at lunch(: and also its my sister's at the end of the month and i think its parker's b-day too sometime this month. oh and its my cousin April's birthday(; yeah cool