"Would you like to help her relieve her stress??"

New Blog. felt like some vintage summer myself. i like it(:

I wanted to be more colorful than usual. 

and I love vintage pattern and photography.

anywho.

life has been very stressful, jealousful, and delightful.

all that the same time.

and the jeaousful thing is a bit complicated but no need to fret.

I got this(:

Summer is seriously right around the corner(:

but so are all my finals so im not sure how great it is really...

i got a C- on my effing pre calc test. 

felt like throwing up really.

i cant get a C in that class.

that doesnt fly with me:p

I have decided that i really hate that there is no one to date right now. 

all possible candidates are either:

-not interested

-not available

-graduating

-are yet to be determined

Caden Cook is not helping at all. 

one:he is trying to hook me up with all these random people

two:he the one that i think is super attractive and i would rather make out with him than any of his suggestions.

three:he made things weird with pablo i think...

four:he is one of the "not available" guys. and he is way cute. 

sucks.

I just want someone to hold hands with at the carnival,

to cuddle in movies with,

to possibley makout with.

not in like a horn-dog kinda way just like for fun

i mean who wouldnt want that, just to make them happy

i am not the only one,, trust me(;

I will also share with you my bucket list::

{not all of them,, the list is still coming along}

- kilee's grandparents camp out

- eat at least one snow cone a week

- go to cali with mel, katie, eileen, and kilee

- have a tent date

- make out with one guy

- go on the ferris wheel with a guy (even if i dont like them like that)

- have a big party

- toilet paper and least five houses

- have a deep conversation with a specific few 

- pull an all nighter

- get tann (well tanner then this)

- buy some more toms

- wear more dresses
- take so many pictures it will overflow out the back of the camera
- do a bunch of senior shoots!
- go to alot of concerts
- grow out my hair/ get longer extentions
- come on eileen video
- cowboy movie making

that all so far.... (: its growing kids, dont you fret(:

anyway i need to go do chores.

wish me luck with the rest of this stressful seven days. 

thats right, seven days left,

yahoooooooo!!!

*yahoo.com theme song*

have a good tuesday children(:

dont do drugs,

take showers so you dont reak,

take your vitamins,

and wear clean underwear(:

{tej photography}

"How do you live in a castle?"

Day 5: Someone you would switch lives with for a day and why


Im pretty ok about who i am now but if i could.... I would like to be Ellen page...the girl from juno. yeah she is like my role model. I want to be the character she was in juno minus the prego part haha(: cuz that will not be happening any time soon(:

Truth or Truth.

Day 4: What was the last movie you watched, write about it


I watched..... It's Kind of a Funny Story. way good movie i would totally recommend it. It has Zach Galifinakis (spelling....ugh) and some other people. its about this kid who at first goes to the hostpital because he wants to kill himself and the hospital can only help him by putting him in the psychiatric department of the hospital with all these crazy people. its just a sweet little quite movie and its really funny and quirky. very well liked....by me(:

P.S. Im glad i have friends that are ok with spending an entire friday night talking. 5 hours. but very funny and also very truthful....hence the title of my post...(:

Belchin Blues...

Why do you have to be in my mind?
Why do you have to be such an odd fellow yet so attractive?
Why am i blogging about this?

oh thats right!
morgan is on her way home from a lovely and aparentally very awkward date with a friend of mine
and i have to be like the parent and wait for her to get home
as to make sure she didnt make any rash decisions with this young man(;

no actually we just have to talk until two in the morning
like always
about our problems
and feeling
and giggle until the cows come home

ahhhgggg i keep talking like a cowboy

just got finished watching 3:10 to Yuma with my best friends storm and mckay
love that movie
love those boys(:
we had a grand ole time today buying our year passes to trafalga, owls games, and seven peaks
woooooo(:
very happy with my purchase
and the guy that worked at the desk
was VERY attractive(:
very atractive indeed....
but pretty sure im too young for him because he was surprised to find out i was 16 years old
lameeeee.............
i wish i was as old as i looked.
because aparentally alot of attractive men maybe might ask for my number more often
lameeeee............

any way
while i sit here in the dark
waiting for my dear ole cuzzz to get here
from her lovely/not so lovely date
i will give a cowboy rootin tootin quote
...from the movie i have just previously watched....

"Even rotton men love their mama's"

goooo westerns(:

gooodnight ya'll

The Times Won't Save You (this rain smells of memory).

I am feeling so very stressed this week. The last week of school before the wondrous holiday season is always filled with stress, anger, and to top it off procrastination from being so darn toot-in excited for christmas! Really i am very pumped didly umped... I get to spend my Christmas at home, with my family, and my very favorite part... we get to go see True Grit(: Western Movies and one of my biggest guilty pleasures(: i love em like Whyat Earp loves shooting on target! And i also have a undying love for Matt Damon and Jeff Bridges(: though Matt Damon is an unusual cowboy, i am still pumped(: But yes first i have to get the through the rest of this week... i have now today gotten two tests and one project out of the way. Got an A on my project, and im almost positive that i passed both my tests... tomorrow i have one last test and two projects after that.... almost done... just gotta get through this! But tomorrow should be alright because i get crepes and nutella in first and get to finish watching Where The Wild Things Are in fourth. I love that movie also(: I loved it the first time i watched it. (I cried) and i will love it forever more(:

Im pretty sure, although i may be somewhat wrong, i really am diggin being single again(: i have gotten asked on a date with a very attractive man (not just a guy... a man). And i get to flirt with bunches on guys and ask for rides because i don't have my car:p and i really think im diggin on Dallen. We haven't hung out in two weeks but he is so sweet and nice(: and way cool and cute. I know i just changed gears there but hey i can like guys(: just no more serious. im soooooo done with that. but besides that i love flirting with guys(: and im halfway on my "21 by 21" (;

Now i hate snow but honestly all this no snow at all crap is buggin. i want all the snow to pile on in december and then be dry and gone during the rest of this chilly season. thats all anyone asks for? right? yes. please bleak grey hued sky,, SNOW.

These are my thoughts... I hope you are all dealing with your individual stressful last weeks.... I hope you all have a great week/weekend. and happy Wednesday(:

Codename: Rondo

I have had  a lot of musical epiphanies lately....

thanks to Slow Train i have had even more so(:

i love that place with a burning vehemence!

its pretty magical there

i recommend it(:

it has helped me realize, along with random Vimeo videos 

that i want to grow up to be a demiurgic adult figure.

i want to be able to make things that no one sees except the people that are actually interested.

the coolest stuff in the world is stuff only few know of.(:

Pretty sure this two days of school this week is the longest two days everr...

i really am indubitably excited for thanksgiving.

ever year is just awesome with the Allred/Johnson/Brown/Dunford/Depalma crew(:

I think we might be watching inception.

father says he just wants to confuse the old people and have them say

"now hold on just a moment, now why does that young man off titanic need to use that dream do-hicky to find those secrets??"

but imagine this statement in my dads molly mormon old lady voice haha(:

its priceless(;

Why does my dear friend jazmin think that i like storm??

never gonna happen. 

dumb mitch thought that all out time we say are we are spending at chik-fa-la is actually spent making out... ewww

but this is besides the point...

I hope all you reading this adolescent blog of mine are having a wonderful week and i hope you all have a thankful giving of thanks dayy this thursday(:

happy monday(:

{if you feel compelled towards me then it's 

just gravity}

Curls Come Naturally.

Yesterday was the anniversary of a mark in my life that really changed it

I would celebrate it but i cant bring myself to rejoice 

A day that changed someone for the worst.

 But hey, that's life.

Halloween is coming up...

I'm going to be Princess Leia(:

Yay-ya(;

Playoffs are Friday.

I'm kinda just not in the mood for it.

I'm gonna skip the pep-rally

And I'm spending my Friday night watching scary movies(:

Aaaaall by my self(:

Today...

I get to play rock band 3 at Jared's

I'm super excited(:

Life is fan-freakin-tastic(:

Just saying(: