I slept through the first session of conference this weekend.... and then woke up to frantic texts, tweets, and facebook posts. When i found out about the change in the missionary ages my hearts stopped a little bit.
The first person that popped in my head was Kaden.... He is going to leave next freaking summer. I have been crying all morning. All of this is so awesome and crazy but so very overwhelming. Kaden will be gone is 9 months. He will be gone for 24 months. That is a very long time and it still has yet to sink in. Im a mess....
And just an hour ago i got a call from morgan, my bestfriend and cousin. She has decided to go on a mission. I have never cried so hard in my entire life. I still have a headache from it.
Im am so overwhelmed with joy for two of my very best friends. They mean the world to me and i am so proud of them. I also am scared out of mind what im going to do with out them.
Morgan has always been my go to girl for my problems and she is one of the very few people who knows me for real. She has supported me and loved me through every trial I have had in my teenage years and now my early adult years. She gets me and i get her. She better write me every week!!
Kaden has been my closest friend for the last 2 years. He was the best boyrfriend i could have asked for through my senior year. He cares for me so much even if he cant show it not that we are broken up. he has the sweetest heart and he is so excited to go on his mission. I couldnt be more happier for him and he will be an amazing missionary.
I just cant believe what one day can do. Today has changed my life. Im so happy for everyone that is deciding to go on a mission. I personally dont feel like its for me... I feel a bit pressured and overwhelmed about it because everyone else seems so set on going but school is my thing right now. I want to find my self and figure out who i am and get an education so i can make a living later in life.
I love my savior and conference and my best friends.
I hope all of you have a great weekend(:
The first person that popped in my head was Kaden.... He is going to leave next freaking summer. I have been crying all morning. All of this is so awesome and crazy but so very overwhelming. Kaden will be gone is 9 months. He will be gone for 24 months. That is a very long time and it still has yet to sink in. Im a mess....
And just an hour ago i got a call from morgan, my bestfriend and cousin. She has decided to go on a mission. I have never cried so hard in my entire life. I still have a headache from it.
Im am so overwhelmed with joy for two of my very best friends. They mean the world to me and i am so proud of them. I also am scared out of mind what im going to do with out them.
Morgan has always been my go to girl for my problems and she is one of the very few people who knows me for real. She has supported me and loved me through every trial I have had in my teenage years and now my early adult years. She gets me and i get her. She better write me every week!!
Kaden has been my closest friend for the last 2 years. He was the best boyrfriend i could have asked for through my senior year. He cares for me so much even if he cant show it not that we are broken up. he has the sweetest heart and he is so excited to go on his mission. I couldnt be more happier for him and he will be an amazing missionary.
I just cant believe what one day can do. Today has changed my life. Im so happy for everyone that is deciding to go on a mission. I personally dont feel like its for me... I feel a bit pressured and overwhelmed about it because everyone else seems so set on going but school is my thing right now. I want to find my self and figure out who i am and get an education so i can make a living later in life.
I love my savior and conference and my best friends.
I hope all of you have a great weekend(:
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