When i blow your little planet into smitherines...

"It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling and your pictures are falling down

The steps that I retrace the sad look on your face
The timing and structure did you hear he &@#%*& her?
A day late a buck short I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now

and it'll happen once again I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe I'll see you at a movie sneak preview
You'll show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave we'll pretend it's okay
The charade it won't last when he's gone I won't come back

And it'll happen once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And you've been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up"


-BLINK 182




Just thinking about  growing up today... My best friend is almost graduated and I'm going to be senior. its so weird. all the hot guys that are seniors now are going to be gone in mere months and leaving on their missions and I'll probably never see them again. I cant wait to do stuff big kids do but I will forever be in the mind set of highschool. its way to much fun and exciting. I'm gonna miss all my friends one day when we all go our seperate ways and probably never see eachother ever again.... Gahh thats so weird. Pretty sure my childish mind is just imagining this huge builidng with endless food and video games that all my friends and I are going to live in together forever until we die. haha kinda dumb but until i actually experience life thats just what my mind will think.  Anyway i REALLY hope i will still stay close to people like jazz and storm and mckay. not that they are more important but they are just the first four people i think of. anywho...

"WE CANT REWIND WE'VE COME TOO FAR"